Cigarette Madness

for these past few days I’m pretty much disturbed. maybe this is what you called the mid-twenties crisis. i have fear about stability in life, emotionally and most of all financially. i envy those people who really go out for a date. i envy those people with confidence. i’m frustrated of how do i look like. these things keeps bothering me…

I am recently active in a social network site “PLURK”. my niece is the one who introduced me to this. all i know it’s just a timeline where in you can say anything about you, what you feel, what you are doing, anything…
I found some new friends. Kuting added me and i must say she’s a pretty lady, sweet and charming. we exchange text messages regularly specially when she’s in Makati. then i found Itot, a jolly person who knew certain things online. He is very thoughtful too.. he introduced me on how to earning money online and most specially he promised me that he’ll give me a domain for my blog, hehehe! isn’t that amazing? by the way both of them are Batangueno.

Itot, and Kuting are my regular ka-plurk. All my entries on Plurk timeline was all about being Emo, my Sadness, Sad music i heard. Not until Dax came to scene… another Batangueno.

I’ve seen Dax responding to Kuting’s Plurks. i admit it catches my attention, mostly. to make the story short I added and followed his Plurk. Sooner We became as Plurk Buddies. Good thing about Dax is he introduce me in different perspective of life or shall i say he wakes me up from the real me. I’ve known Jef and Papa Fitz because of him.
I almost miss my meal just because of non stop chatting and information overloading with them. I even miss them when they’re not online. to the point that “YOSI BREAK” is a killing words for me.